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Friday, August 16, 2013
Feeling the failure
Today is one of those days that I feel like I am just failing and not actually moving forward. I did try to get on the bike but after 5 mins wanted to puke and was light headed. Most would say no biggie just stop and try again tomorrow. But tonight I just feel like I am making excuses. I want to be healthier and more in shape and yet can't get my but moving or have enough self discipline to stick to eating healthy. I make one excuse after another. I know these things take time. I guess I want to be like all of those success stories that just one day I woke up and wasn't going to take it anymore. That I would never have a set back again and only results.... But that isn't realistic with three kids and having just moved to a totally new climate and well there are the excuses again. It's not like I don't want it, I guess I just don't want it enough... I don't know what is wrong with me.