here we go

Ok really I need to stop being so hard on myself. I was doing so good. No soda, no mochas, no fast food and lately I have let it all go to crap. I need to stop all that self destruction and get to working out. Figure if I do good all month I will be able to justify buying an Elliptical for the house and use that instead of going to the gym or using a video. I need to come up with a daily plan and get it done. I am going to do this. I need to do this. I am so tired of weighing this much.